That's what I'm saying, there are indications that you are a normal person, you claim to be. Yet here you are, a full throated Trumper, doing this performance in a thread about Trump musing about the size of Arnold Palmer's penis.
If you were an opiod addict, if you lived in a hollowed out rural small town, if you were poor, if you were exceptionally rich, if you were poorly educated, if you were especially stupid, if you were particularly mean spirited, if you were an incel, if you were an asshole, etc, etc, then you would have an excuse. I can understand why plenty of people become Trumpers.
But you don't seem to have an excuse, which is why I think you're repulsive. Gross, really. Do I feel sorry for you? Sure, but I feel much worse for the people who don't have a choice in whether they're in your orbit or not.