I am not surprised that you care about some page 12 anecdote that you think is sufficiently disputed but don't care about Trump's feelings about Hitler, German general's loyalty, using American military on American civilians, the meaning of sacrifice, military heroism, honor, the Constitution, disabled veterans, and much more, all based on accounts from named military generals or other cabinet members who served under Trump and would have previously been considered honorable men, until they spoke against Trump.
You may feel you've left the cult, but based on what you do and don't care about, you still have much in common. I wish you continued luck, try to keep making progress.