"How we create the reality we experience"
How many people are you? Derp!
I'm glad you aren't lonely in your fantasy. This is literally an admission of crazy. Perceptions are not individualized realities. Reality is real, not dependent on your mental state. It's objective, like the temperature on a thermometer. We all get to reference the same shared reality. The temperature doesn't change in reality when you are ill or go through menopause. That's just a perception. You are literally fooling yourself.