The fact is that many people don't believe what you do. That doesn't make them bad Americans.
This will pass for you and I am serious when I say that I hope you arise from this malaise you seem to be in right now. Very little of what happens in Washington will affect you and Trump only gets 4 years so it is pretty unlikely that he fast forwards climate change into anything more than it already is.
Mark my words. He won't be a dictator. He won't be an autocrat. He won't take away gay rights. He won't pass a national abortion ban. He won't jail his political enemies. He won't expand the SCOTUS. He won't abolish the filibuster. I realize you will think that I am naive. I think you're paranoid.
The nation is now run by R's. We won the EC.. We won the PV. (By over 5 million last I checked) We won the Senate and will nearly certainly run the House. If they screw things up as badly as you think, you'll have 2028 to turn it all around and run a candidate that isnt KH.
I hope for restraint and governing from the mandate. It is easy to examine the exit polls and see what policies the Americans are for. Don't try to repeal Obama Care. Don't try for an abortion ban. Don't try to ban marijuana. On and on.
If the R's do this right, they could set themselves up for a nice run at governance. But if they do it wrong, and they have in the past, we will be exactly where you are right now, in 4 years.
But right now, for me and my fellow Trump voters, we deserve to enjoy the spoils of this win and I would hope that you can see that there are many like me that are just as normal as you and we have made a different choice. That is why we are a shining example and exceptional. It isnt because we are better than the world, as I suspect you think that is what we believe exceptional means when we say it. We say we are exceptional because that experiment that started in the 1700's has managed to survive moments such as these and yet we continue to live free, prosper, produce some of the worlds most amazing people, products, innovations the world has ever seen. Remember America is diverse because of its greatness and millions in the world, clearly, want to risk everything to get here.
THAT is why we are exceptional.
I know you dont want the pep talk and probably will tell me to GFM, but chin up man. It'll really be fine. Just bide your time like I did for 4 years and hope for better next time.