I respectfully disagree. Most of us have never wanted anything as badly as Spencer wanted that 4th title and, for that, we should consider ourselves lucky. Even for somebody as mentally strong as he is, this has to be absolutely crushing. Wrestling has been his whole life and nobody should question the choices he makes or the things he does and doesn't do from here on out.
Maybe Tom Petty, of all people said it best: "God, it's so painful when something that is so close. Is still so far out of reach."