Jt is called faith in something bigger than yourself. That you can believe that there are things more important than yourself and that having faith in something is important not only to you but those you interact with. I understand questioning as I was an Atheist until about 2011. My wife and I had lost a son and daughter in an accident in 2007. I needed something to hold onto, something I could believe in to have a reason to go on. There are things about Catholicism that J don't necessarily agree with like how the priest fot away with what they did. But belief in something bigger than yourself, thats huge.