I wasn't trying to seem or come off as sanctimonious. Sorry about that.strummingram, while I find your thoughts and beliefs somewhat fascinating, you really come off as extremely sanctimonious. Most of the atheists on this board have been accused of such but they simply don't hold a candle to you. You explain yourself to a certain extent and then when the going gets tough you pull the "Well, if you don't know this for yourself, I can't explain it to you and I feel sorry for you." Maybe that isn't your intent but that's certainly the way it reads. It would be a lot cooler if you'd explain in detail what and why you believe the things you do.
Aside from that, with what I can gather of your beliefs, the original question really doesn't apply to you anyway. You don't have the typical Christian beliefs that 99% of those on the board the question was aimed at. That's not to say I don't think you should reply to the thread because it's gone in a different direction now that is probably more interesting anyway.
As far as the "in detail about why or what"; that's extremely difficult to convey in written words. A great deal of the knowledge comes from personal experience and feeling. Spirituality is very personal to me. My understanding of it and experience of it is all very personal. Sharing it with someone, or others, who have similar experiences is much more fulfilling than trying to prove to someone that refuses to believe that they exist for me. But, to be clear, I'm not talking about being obedient to some Man In The Sky that is keeping tabs on all of us in order to give us the Pass or Fail grade once this shell expires. We are energy and vibration slowed-down. I actually believe that "science" is, and will, help assist us in realizing the whole thing as we go along. It's all one, long discovery.